Ivy Tied Up |

Or atleast it was the first time I tried to post this.Seems it got lost in email land.

And Here I sit. Thinking and thinking and thinking and staring at my damn empty fish tank. Well it has rocks, water and 2 fake plants in it. its turned on and the light is on.. Just no fish. Seems like it matches my mood tonight. Full of crap but still empty.

I’m thinking of getting a job at night. Anything to get a lil extra cash to get my bills paid. Of course would have to discuss this with dear hubby (BLA) and im sure he is going to be against it. Even though it wouldn’t be any change for him. The kids would sleep at night while i was gone. i would even be here to put them to bed and take them to school. It wouldnt change the schedule i currently keep but still. I know the answer.. But my answer and his will be different im sure.

Now I talked to my mom today. Seems she is already having issues with my sister and her husband living with her. However my sister isnt even down here yet but her husband is.. It should be fun!

Now a thought to ponder……
WHY does something that is suppose to be so great hurt so much?