Ivy Tied Up |

Howdy Ya’ll..
said in my best southern texas drawl
Oh I just had to get that out. Everyonce in awhile the texan in me creeps to the surface and I have to let out a howdy ya’ll or a YEE HAW to make myself feel better.. LOL.. Must be me missing my teenage years when I had the occassional urge to find myself a nice lil cowboy to run wild with. Not that it lasted long. Cowboys I only craved once in awhile..LOL

Anyhow. I think Becky is right. I’m having withdrawls and its causing me to get sick. I do not enjoy this. To me the easy thing would be to just pick up the pack I keep in my truck and smoke one. I know its crazy but for me having a pack on hand makes it easier on me. Its not like I CANT have one. They are there. I’m choosing not to have one. That somehow makes it easier. Whatever it takes right? Last time I kept a pack for 3 months (the entire 3 months I was sick) It was when i threw the pack away that I broke shortly after. Silly huh?

Lately my nerves have been on end. I’m sure the no smoking, the sickness, and all have something to do with it. But PMS plays a major role and the kids are doing things that just put me on edge. yes I know thats part of them being kids and I know i shouldnt get all my feathers in a ruff but there is only so much on person can take.

Diva has been on an emmotional rollercoaster since school started. She has been in trouble several times for talking in class, cut her hair at school, her capris, and her car tag they make them wear. What on earth was she thinking? WHY would she do that? UGH!

Bug has been HYPER. Every day when he gets home from school he is on cloud 9 and wants to run WILD. Only problem is that hubby is trying to sleep and the slamming doors, r unning through the house, cars on the wall, him bouncing off the ceiling keeps hubby from sleeping and then i get to listen to the complaints.

And started yesterday Sugar mama is crying non stop. Whinning about everything and anything she can. she is mad at the world. SO UPSET about everything. She has given me a headache 2 nights in a row. She says her ear hurts. I couldnt get her into the doctors office today but she will be going tom.. She wants me to hold her non stop.

But the kids are liking school. We are finally getting a routine in order. And they are happy.. They just need to calm down a little..LOL.. One thing that is aggrevating me is that since school started Hubby hasnt seen diva. He only sees her on the weekends because when she gets home from school he is gone to work and when he gets home in the morning she is asleep. So they dont see each other until Friday when Hubby is off.. : (

Its exhausting……………….