Ivy Tied Up |

Yep its true.. I’m pregnant..
Thank you everyone for your well wishes. I havent had a chance to update. I’ve been really sick and tired for the entire month.. Extremely tired.. And the last 2 days i’ve had a cold.. But the nausea hasnt been as bad the last 2 days. Today was a really good day..

The worst part so far has been the emmotional mess.. I’m not normally an emmotional person but these last couple of weeks.. Ive done a good deal fo crying over silly things. You raise your voice.. I’m going to cry. i watch a commercial.. I cry. My daughters teacher called to tell me how wonderful she was doing. And that she was getting an award. i started crying on the phone with her..

I have no idea when I’m due yet. i can’t go by periods..As i’ve only had 4 in the entire year of 2005 and my last period was in november. But each period was having 2 to 3 months between them. I BELIEVE i got pregnant new years eve.. That would put me due at the end of September. Hubby thinks i got pregnant on Christmas Eve which would only put me due a week earlier.. So I figure sometime in September we will have a baby.. I’m trying to make a drs appt but it will probably be another month before i’m seen due to insurace mess.. I’ll have to have an ultrasound to tell how far along I am..

I’d love to say i’m thrilled and I love being pregnant but pregnancy is so hard on me. And this is going to be my 4th Csection. The end is always extremely rough.. The beginning with all the morning sickness is the easiest part..
Already my jeans are too tight and 2 pairs of my pants I cant get into .. That was really depressing.. it wont be much longer!

I think my youngest thinks that she is getting a new baby doll.. She wants to name it daisy maisy daisy which is what she names all her baby dolls.. and she wants a girl because she said boys stink and bug is mean.. She loves her brother to death but she thinks he is mean..LOL.. I just smiled and nodded..LOL..

So thats about the only update for now..