Ivy Tied Up |

Mixed up ramblings of a bipolar mom to 4…

what was I so worried about?

Saturday Oct 14, 2006

Having 4 kids isnt much different than having 3. I’m still doing the same things over and over again. The only difference is that time is pretty much LIMITED and maxed out to zero tme left over. I’m a bit more tired.. okay A LOT more tired. Dh is just as much non existant as he was with the other 3. So i’m still doing pretty much everything on my own.. Whats new?

I think 2 kids were harder than 4! Maybe tis because 3 of them are older now.. Before I had toddlers and a newborn.. Now i’ve got 2 school age kiddos and then during the day its just me, wyatt, and sugar..
hardest part about that is keeping her away from him..

I’ve got to tell you guys though. I’ve been so lucky so far.. He is a really good baby.. The new born stage and first year were hell with sugar.. She screamed non stop.. Wyatt is so good.. He doesnt cry much at all and when he does he isnt very loud.. He loves to be loved and hugged and snuggled.. He has started smiling at me which I cant seem to get a pic of. Everytime I turn on the camera i get him giving me a very dull look or his tongue hanging otu of his mouth..LOL.. but he really is a very good baby..

Dh and I are still arguing alot.. but now that hunting season is upon us.. I wont see him much.. At all.

Bug is having trouble in school. Or rather the school is having trouble with bug being in school. He has been into trouble every week.. Im really at a loss to what to do with him next.. Diva got her first report card and it was better than any of the report cards she got last year.. She is doing really good!