Ivy Tied Up |

Time that is???????????????????????

I can’t believe its mothers day weekend already.. That means in less than 2 weeks the kids are out of school for the summer.. Then that means a few short weeks after that is Diva’s bday!! She will be 8.. Wyatt will be 1 in a few months!!!!!!!!!! 8 months already!

How depressing.. He is almost a year old and i’ve yet to lose more weight.. (working on it though..its a work in progress) He is something else! Right now he is sitting on the couch looking at me playing with the caller ID box trying to throw it off the couch.. Every time I tell him NO! he starts screaming like I hurt him.. You know because not letting them throw things really is hurting them.. Its the meanest thing in the world you can do to a 8 month old lil boy.. Tell him no and you ruin his world! He likes to tell you no too.. and is biting everything that he can get near his mouth.. He has a tooth.. Did i tell ya?????????? He is cutting another one.. He is completely rotten!

Drunken lady has called me several times this week wanting me to babysit.. I said no each time and when I didnt answer she kept calling.. She got mad at me (Yes literally) because i refused to babysit for her this week.. Im not sick but I have a horrible cough that has taken my voice from me and every time I try to talk I start coughing so hard that I throw up.. I cant watch her kid like that! I wouldn’t want someone watching mine like that! She said,”Well were are your kids at” um they are here but they are MY kids.. Then this am.. at the bus stop.. She asks if her son can wait with us for the bus.. Her husband was carrying her to houston to the dr.. i said fine.. when her son got in my car he says,”my mom is going to the dr in houston, she has a problem. She drinks too much and needs help” at that moment.. I felt many many things.. 1. ANGER!!! No 6 year old needs to deal with his MOTHERS drinking problem!!!!

NO 6 year old needs to bear that burden!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO 6 year old needs to grow up enough to know what that means! Its not fair! 2. Sympathy and pity for him.. My heart ached for this child who has had to deal with so much in the last few months because of his mothers poor choices!

HOW DARE SHE DO THAT TO HER KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Her husband is going to lose his job very soon.. He has had to take off work 4 times this week to deal with her.. Me.. I want to write them out of my life.. They are driving me nuts but its impossible when I have to see them every single morning.. I don’t have to be friends with them or be in the middle of their crap but I do have to see them and be civil because of the kids..

I really feel for those kids of hers.. They need a few things she cant/WONT give them..STABILITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW she loves them.. But she isn’t there for them she isn’t helping them she isn’t taking care of them… They have gone through so much in the last few months.. I’ve seen those kids change.. big time over the last 3 weeks more than anything.. They’ve become withdrawn, quiet, angry, emotional.. They’ve gone through more than they should have to!!!!!!!!!!!! And it makes me ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!