Ivy Tied Up |

Mixed up ramblings of a bipolar mom to 4…

Feelings.. Oh horrible feelings!

Sunday May 20, 2007

I feel like crying and I dont know why!
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
And cause something some pain..

I feel like crying and I still dont know why!
Its getting worse and more intense
I hate nights like tonight.

I feel like crying and dont know why
Its eating at me
i’m losing my mind

I think I might throw up.

I HATE NIGHTS LIKE TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it when i’m the only one up. No one is there.. its 1:30 am.. EVERYONE is asleep but me.. I can’t sleep.. Instead i feel like pulling my hair out and screaming and stomping my feet and screaming.. My fuse is short tonight..

2 Comments »

you are not alone,, mrs. ivy… if it is any comfort to you at all… you are not alone……

May 20th, 2007 | 7:59 am

..but you chose to post about your feelings instead. I have to think that is a good thing.

I truly wish I understood what you felt but I am VERY happy that you are not alone.

Strength.

Dan

May 20th, 2007 | 11:43 am
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