Ivy Tied Up |

After a round of antibiotics and LOTS of rest I’m feeling better.. Did I mention LOTS of rest. For about 2 weeks I did nothing but lay around and sleep every chance I got.. I am finally feeling better.. Lots better. I haven’t gone back in yet and had my blood pressure rechecked but plan to do that soon.

With summer coming i’ve got so much to do. I need to get this house cleaned up really well while the kids are still in school. Doing a real deep cleaning is impossible with them all home. The end of school also brings the beginning of hurricane season.

I dread hurricane season. Most people look forward to summer and their vacations.. Me.. I dread it. I dread hurricane season. I’ve got to start stocking up on food and supplies to get us through incase of another hurricane. We always say we are going to get everything we need ahead of time then NEVER do it.. Then we end up in a bind like last time!

I’m sure by now everyone has heard the latest on Miley Cyrus and her vanity fair photos.. I’m not one to jump on the celebrity bashing bandwagon and get all up in their business.. But my girls LOVE Miley Cyrus. I’d rather them like her than Britney Spears. Anyhow.. These photos.. I wouldn’t want my girls to see.. They aren’t that bad but they portray her in a light I don’t want my girls to see her in. What gets me is Miley issued a statement saying the photo spread embarrassed her.. WTH? Please! They didnt embarrass her before hand.. Not until people were upset over them. At first she called it art. She should have been embarrassed when she was in the middle of the shoot not afterwards when the photos are published. If she was older and targeted a different audience than she does I wouldn’t say anything but since she has a following of 8/9 year old girls who worship her, I do have a problem with it. Most of the photos were fine.. There was just a few that were a little too provocative for my tastes when it comes to a teenage star.. If you haven’t seen them yet.. Just google Miley Cyrus Vanity fair photos..

I went to the dr on Tuesday.. I’ve got a sinus infection and my blood pressure was high.. It was 158/110. That might be another reason i’ve been feeling so lousy.. My ears are killing me but the dr says that both ears are clear not even a little redness.. says the pain is from the sinus pressure. He put me on Bactrim antibiotic and said I should start feeling better in a few days. He said nothing about my blood pressure so I’m going to go back in next week and have it rechecked and if its still that high see the dr about it. Thats ridiculous!

I don’t think i’ll ever get better. The sinus infection I had let up and I thought I was better.. Friday evening the ear ache hit. The worst pain ever. I cried myself to sleep.. I’ve been using antibiotic ear drops in it but its not going to fight the cause of the infection (Sinuses) so I’m going to need to go to the dr and soon!

Dh and I have been fighting. Non stop. I’m so over it! He doesnt get it. At all. He can’t seem to understand where i’m coming from. i get where he is coming from. Its his thinking that he works and I dont. Its his money so he thinks that he should be able to spend it however he likes. He just doesnt listen and understand that he made a commetment when he decided to ge tmarried. He wasn’t forced into this relationship nor was he forced to become part of this family. But now he is in it and he has responsibilities and the bills and these kids come FIRST! I NEVER put myself first.. EVER. And i’ve missed out on a lot of things. I do with out most of the time so that the kids and the bills are taken care of. WHY isnt it the same for him? Why? Oh wait thats easy! because its HIS MONEY! asshole!

The kids are doing well.. Diva passed the TAKS(I think thats it) test that she needed to pass to move to the 4th grade.. i still can’t believe that next year i’ll have a 4th grader!

I guess thats it for now..