http://ivyunleashed.com/blog Mixed up ramblings of a bipolar mom to 4... Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:07:12 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Things have been rather up in the air lately. Not really going well. Dh has been the usual asshole that he is so good at being.. The kids are driving me mad but they'll be going back to school in 2 weeks.  Dh has had my nerves on edge.. If ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/08/11/im-still-here-2/ Thats how I feel.. I just keep going and going and going and going and its taking its toll.. I haven't been feeling bad or down or anything.. I'm just kinda flat. Wyatt is trying his damndest to give me a heart attack as he climbs on everything and anything. ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/07/22/and-the-beat-goes-on/ Well it didnt find me well.. Its been pretty hectic these last few days as I've felt MAJORLY out of control emotion wise. Emotionally unstable is the correct term for it. My doctors visit on monday put me in a damper that i'm slowly pulling myself out of. It was ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/07/09/well-woman-check-up/ Apparently its not that easy to always stay afloat and sometimes we must crash and burn. Thats whats been going on with me recently. As you can tell from my last few blog entries things have been pretty chaotic and I haven't been really all "there" or thinking "clearly". I've ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/07/02/staying-afloat/ Yes, i've come to the conclusion i'm falling into the depths of mania. I don't know what I want. I"m irritable and easily annoyed. I need peace and quiet yet feel like i'm coming out of my head. Any little noise annoys me.. Things are just not going great.. http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/06/25/im-manic/ I havent decided if i'm going to close my blog or not.. But I have decided to stay here for now..  More later http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/06/24/im-still-here/ I'm thinking about closing my blog.. More to come later.. maybe http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/06/18/thinking/ The title fits this post for several reasons. First I rarely say i'm sorry to anyone. Because I rarely find myself in situations where I need to say i'm sorry. I've been blogging since 2005 and for the first time ever I left a snarky mean comment on someones blog. ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/06/09/long-road-to-travel/ This is very scary to think about. If you don’t know what dry drowning is or have never heard of it please read this article. A 10 year old little boy died more than an hour after getting out of the pool. I hadn’t ever heard of it before! The article ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/06/06/dry-drowning/ I feel so lost lately. I don't know if its a "mood swing" and part of the bipolar or what. I feel so empty like somethign is missing and i'm looking to fill the hurt and emtpy with something. I've spent money I don't have. I've talked to people I ... http://ivyunleashed.com/blog/2008/05/29/lost/